Hey. I was talking to this guy who went by Bing on myspace and he directed me to niggology.com..a while back actually. I go there often and I find myself re-reading the blog portion. I am a 28 year old white woman from St. Louis, Mo. I was raised in south city St. Louis and the other half of my life in St. Louis county. Anyway, even though I am white..I can still sort of relate. I mean, it was the same shit for me to be honest. ALL OF IT..from the dope selling, to the aint got shit, not trying to hear nobody, fuck everybody, I can't make it..still aint makin it. I even got fucked over by my son's father..I am behind thousands of dollars on my child support..can't pay it. I haven't seen my son in 2 years. Nobody helps me either and I have talents. I am a writer, I can't get my shit straight..don't know what to do with my writing. But what I am trying to say is, I'm white..what does that mean? To be honest with you, I have recently realized..I don't like white people. I will tell you why right now and yeah..I have white friends, but only because we go back since we were kids. OK, so white people are stuck up arrogant motherfuckers. They always seem to walk around with their noses in the air..like they are perfect. They aren't real. They say things like.."Oh my goodness" and if they hear someone saying real shit, they get offended and whisper.."Oh my goodness, so and so is a bad person." They listen to country music [a lot that I know] and that shit bothers me. They are shady as hell and I can't stand it. I feel bad for disliking my own race, but oh well. Then it's like..I don't fit in anywhere because I don't want to be around it, but then black people think I am white, so I must be like the rest of them..hell any race other than white might think that. I have black friends, don't get me wrong, but I have come across a few that wouldn't even talk to me. I don't know what I am saying..I may have just been venting. Either way, I am happy I came across the site. Thanks.
J